Monthly Archives: April 2011

Is God to Blame for Weather that Kills People?

If you are a Christian and you believe the Bible is truth then the answer is an emphatic YES. The people recently killed by tornadoes? God’s doing. The people killed by Hurricane Katrina? God’s doing.

The Bible is clear:

And the LORD turned a mighty strong west wind, which took away the locusts, and cast them into the Red sea; there remained not one locust in all the coasts of Egypt. Exodus 10:19

And there went forth a wind from the LORD, and brought quails from the sea, and let them fall by the camp, as it were a day’s journey on this side, and as it were a day’s journey on the other side, round about the camp, and as it were two cubits high upon the face of the earth. Numbers 11:31

For he looketh to the ends of the earth, and seeth under the whole heaven; To make the weight for the winds; and he weigheth the waters by measure. When he made a decree for the rain, and a way for the lightning of the thunder: Job 28:24-26

But the LORD sent out a great wind into the sea, and there was a mighty tempest in the sea, so that the ship was like to be broken. Jonah 1:4

But God prepared a worm when the morning rose the next day, and it smote the gourd that it withered. And it came to pass, when the sun did arise, that God prepared a vehement east wind; and the sun beat upon the head of Jonah, that he fainted, and wished in himself to die, and said, It is better for me to die than to live.  Jonah 4:7,8

He caused an east wind to blow in the heaven: and by his power he brought in the south wind.  Psalm 78:26

These see the works of the LORD, and his wonders in the deep. For he commandeth, and raiseth the stormy wind, which lifteth up the waves thereof.  Psalm 107:24,25

He causeth the vapours to ascend from the ends of the earth; he maketh lightnings for the rain; he bringeth the wind out of his treasuries. Psalm 135:7

And his disciples came to him, and awoke him, saying, Lord, save us: we perish. And he saith unto them, Why are ye fearful, O ye of little faith? Then he arose, and rebuked the winds and the sea; and there was a great calm. But the men marveled, saying, What manner of man is this, that even the winds and the sea obey him! Matthew 8:25-27

Behold, to morrow about this time I will cause it to rain a very grievous hail, such as hath not been in Egypt since the foundation thereof even until now. Exodus 9:18

And Moses stretched forth his rod toward heaven: and the LORD sent thunder and hail, and the fire ran along upon the ground; and the LORD rained hail upon the land of Egypt. Exodus 9:22

Thou shalt be visited of the LORD of hosts with thunder, and with earthquake, and great noise, with storm and tempest, and the flame of devouring fire. Isaiah 29:6

And, behold, I, even I, do bring a flood of waters upon the earth, to destroy all flesh, wherein is the breath of life, from under heaven; and every thing that is in the earth shall die.Genesis 6:17

Thou didst cleave the fountain and the flood: thou driedst up mighty rivers. The day is thine, the night also is thine: thou hast prepared the light and the sun. Psalm 74:16

For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment; And spared not the old world, but saved Noah the eighth person, a preacher of righteousness, bringing in the flood upon the world of the ungodly; And turning the cities of Sodom and Gomorrha into ashes condemned them with an overthrow, making them an ensample unto those that after should live ungodly; 2 Peter 2:4-6

For yet seven days, and I will cause it to rain upon the earth forty days and forty nights; and every living substance that I have made will I destroy from off the face of the earth. Genesis 7:4

And it shall come to pass, if ye shall hearken diligently unto my commandments which I command you this day, to love the LORD your God, and to serve him with all your heart and with all your soul, That I will give you the rain of your land in his due season, the first rain and the latter rain, that thou mayest gather in thy corn, and thy wine, and thine oil. And I will send grass in thy fields for thy cattle, that thou mayest eat and be full. Deuteronomy 11:13-15

That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. Matthew 5:45

For he saith to the snow, Be thou on the earth; likewise to the small rain, and to the great rain of his strength.  Job 37:6

There is no doubt about who is in control of the weather. The Bible makes it clear that God controls the weather. ( and everything else for that matter)  If God controls the weather then HE is responsible for the devastation and death that comes when bad weather comes our way.

Not happenstance.

Not Mother Nature.

God.

Dear Christian friend, the next time you are bitching about the weather please turn your bitching towards your God. He is the one to blame.

A recent Christian commenter left this gem:

The thing is you want a God in your own image. You are justifying yourself and bringing him down to a human level. Complain, mock all you want. Like a crybaby. He is God and is right and as God can make the rules, not you. He is truth, whether you like it or not. The creator has the right to impose what he deems correct on His creation according to His standards. I am sorry for whatever has brought you to the point that you have set yourself against Him so, but it is just pitiful that in the end you are going to find out that the reason He does what he does is for your good and final happiness also, not because He is a tyrant like you think. But you will have missed out, because all you think of is “poor me.”

According to the Bible this commenter is correct. Basically, God is God and he can do whatever he wants to do. How dare any pimple on the ass of God human beings say anything about what God does.

Evidently doing what HE wants includes using a tsunami and earthquake to kill thousands in Japan, killing thousands more with a Hurricane named Katrina, and killing hundreds of southerners with tornadoes.

Every day, somewhere in the world, the Christian God is using his control of the weather to bring devastation and death.

Who are we to complain?

Preparing a Sermon, The Secrets of the Craft Revealed Part 2

In part one of this post I wrote:

For many parishioners  how their pastor gets his sermons has an aura of wonder. How does he, week after week, come up with sermons that speak directly do them? Where do these sermons come from? How are they prepared?

Many Christian sects, and certainly every evangelical/fundamentalist sect, believes that pastors are called by God to preach the gospel. Pastors are ordained by the particular church or denomination they are a part of. Ordination is the church or denomination saying “we recognize God’s calling in your life.” 

The Bible is a supernatural book, given to humankind by a supernatural God. God called men read and study the supernatural book given to them by a supernatural God and then stand before the people they pastor and proclaim “thus saith the Lord.”  The pastor is viewed as a person who has a direct line to God.

Most evangelicals/fundamentalists believe in the priesthood of the believer. They believe that every Christian has direct access to God.  As with many things in the Christian church the stated beliefs are often contradicted by what actually goes on week by week in the local church.  Instead of directly accessing God many Christians  expect the pastor to be their go-between. They are very much like the Israelites who feared God and told Moses they wanted him to go to God on their behalf.

This supposed intimate connection with God plays a big part in how the average parishioner views the pastor’s sermons. In their eyes the sermon is a direct message from God. The pastor is just God’s mouthpiece. God could have used an ass but he used the Pastor. (until the pastor upsets them then they are an ass)

When the pastor stands before the church body the people have an expectation that they are going to hear from God. The pastor expects God to use his sermon to speak to the heart of every person. He desires God to use his sermon to reclaim the backslidden and save the lost.

Preaching is not just an intellectual exercise. There is a huge  emotional component in preaching, not only with the pastor but also with those who are listening to the sermon.  Emotion is often ascribed to God moving, God working, God calling.

I have preached in countless services where it was evident God was in the midst. The emotional level was high. People were weeping. People were coming down the aisle to the altar to pray. It was evident to everyone that God was using my sermon to bring repentance, renewal, and revival.

Any cursory reading about the First and Second Great Awakening  will reveal that emotions played a huge part in the success of the awakenings.  The evangelical/fundamentalist movement can trace its lineage, to some degree, back to the First and Second Great Awakenings.

Emotions have always played a significant part in any significant move of God. (as revivals, awakenings and movements are called)  This should not be surprising since  we are, by nature, emotional beings. It is sad that emotions are downplayed in many evangelical circles and treated as having the potential to lead a person astray. The more some sects and churches focus on “this we believe” the less they believe emotion has an important part in the Christian experience.

What we have here is a perfect  storm.  A supernatural God, a supernatural book, a God called, church ordained pastor, and a congregation of emotional  human beings. If the pastor is good at his craft he knows how to use emotions to his advantage.

The pastor is not necessarily manipulating the emotions of the congregation on purpose. Most pastors grew up in the Church. By the time they start preaching they have sat in countless church services, and heard hundreds of sermons. Their understanding is how to preach is shaped by the church environment they grew up in.

The longer a pastor is in the ministry the more he is keenly aware of what “works”. He becomes more discerning about what his congregation “needs”. What “works” is coupled with what the congregation “needs” and the result is often described by parishioners as God speaking to their heart.

The fundamental problem here is that it is impossible to know whether or not the “feeling” a person has is God. The deeply affected person BELIEVES it is God but they must accept such a claim by faith.

A recent commenter  on a different post wrote:

I don’t believe in Jesus because of arguments for the trustworthiness of the Bible. I believe in Him because I have a relationship with Him- I have heard His voice and I feel His presence. And I am aware that sounds vague and illogical, but I also know that no one can invalidate my experience.

This comment goes to the heart of the difficulty in trying to present an alternative viewpoint to Christians. They know what they have experienced. They were were there when Jesus saved them and they know that their experience is real.  It is impossible to move a person off their subjective experience. Faith can not be disproved by facts.

As I look back on the many years I spent in the ministry I have come to see that I used my sermons to manipulate people. (and I am not using the word manipulate in a negative sense) Spend enough time with a group of people and you will learn their strengths and weaknesses. Eat meals with them, pray with them, visit in their homes, educated their children and you will certainly know a lot about the people you pastor.

With this knowledge at hand sermons can be crafted to “help” the congregation.(sermons are never preached in a vacuum) It should come as no surprise that people  think that the pastor is preaching right to them. This is not God speaking to the particular parishioner as much as it is a human being that has good discernment skills, skills finely tuned by interacting with thousands of  people over the course of many years, speaking to them.

Do I think God was using me to speak to people? At the time I did. However, I now know that what people were responding to was a well crafted sermon preached by a sincere man who knew the needs of his congregation well. I knew the power of emotions and used them to God’s my advantage. I heard preacher after preacher do the same thing. I was not an anomaly. I was a young man raised in an environment that put a premium on powerful preaching.  I was encouraged to study the great preachers of the faith, Charles Spurgeon, DL Moody, Billy Sunday,John Wesley and Charles Finney. When I became a Calvinist I studied the great Calvinist preachers, men like Jonathan Edwards, Martyn Lloyd Jones, George Whitefield, and Rolfe Barnard.  The way I preached  was a result of the environment I grew up in and the men I considered my role models.

Because of the power ascribed to sermons there is a real danger of abuse. The sincere pastor can turn into a huckster who desires to advance his own agenda. Even well meaning pastors can do this. Have problems in the church? Have people upset with a decision you made? Preach on pastoral authority. Offerings down? Preach on tithing.  Want a raise? Preach on the laborer being worthy of his hire, or an elder being worthy of double the salary. Better yet, get an Evangelist to come in and preach on these things. That way you can blame the Evangelist if people are upset about the sermon subject matter.

Liberal or mainline pastors find discussions like this quite amusing. For the most part they see the ministry as a profession, one used by God, but not in the way Evangelicals/Fundamentalists think it is.  Most liberal/mainline pastors have far more education than their evangelical/fundamentalist counterparts. And, as a rule their sermons reflect it. Dry, boring, meaningless exercises in intellectual nothingness. What happened to their passion, their emotions? If you sit in a liberal/mainline church and your pastor preaches with passion you have a special person as your pastor.

Preaching without emotion, without passion is not worth listening to.  A preacher ought to give 100% of himself to the sermon. I can appreciate a person’s passion without necessarily agreeing with their message. I don’t believe God exists but that doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate a well crafted, passionately delivered sermon.

I have visited a number of churches over the past eight years. Most of the sermons I heard were forgettable and sadly a lot of them were downright awful.  I did hear a few pastors preach that took their calling seriously. It was evident that they  worked very hard to deliver a good sermon. Regardless of what I believe about Christianity, I admire any person who works hard at their craft. I may despise the message but I can still appreciate the way the message is delivered.

Called on to Take Down my Blogs and Quit Spreading Evil Disease

Here is a brilliant email I received today.

Philokalia3 wrote:

Take your blogs down, why spread your evil disease of lack of faith to others; misery loves company. Repent, call out to the Almighty with all your heart, be willing to raise the flag of surrender to God, brother you must ask God for sustained faith it is a gift, not something you conjure out of your own heart. Ask and ye shall receive, seek and ye shall find, if you are eternally lost, and you asked not for faith it is no ones fault but your own: Joh 6:37  All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out. Most High and Sovereign Father, grant to this man renewed faith, fill him w Thy Holy Spirit to the uttermost, utterly bind the Enemy and his helpers work against Bruce’s soul, Mother Mary and all ye Holy Ones in Heaven assist me in my prayers for Bruce, St. Pio, St. Jude, St. Anthony of Padua, St Nicholas, St Seraphim  of Sarov, help pray for this man, I beg, that his soul not be lost and that he would no longer work against the Most Holy Faith of Jesus, O Lord have mercy on His soul and irresistibly draw him back to Christ, and to His Church, in Jesus’ name do I pray, Amen

Preparing a Sermon, The Secrets of the Craft Revealed

For many parishioners  how their pastor gets his sermons has an aura of wonder. How does he, week after week, come up with sermons that speak directly do them? Where do these sermons come from? How are they prepared?

The focus of this post  is on pastor’s who prepare their own sermons. I have little respect for lazy-ass preacher’s who rarely, if ever ,spend any time crafting their own sermons. Week after week they rip off someone else’s sermon and pass it off for their own. They scour the internet for sermons to preach. They subscribe to sermon clubs that provide them with new sermon material. They buy sermon outline books or lectionaries and use them to prepare sermons that they then pass off as their own.  In any other profession they would be considered a thief.

A few years back my family and I visited for a number of weeks a local nondenominational church. On our second visit I began to sense something was not right about the pastor’s sermons. He quoted a lot of Scripture but his quotations were from various Bible translations. Lots of them. I thought “hmm……there is something about this that seems familiar.” I went home and consulted the mind of God (aka the internet) and my suspicions were clearly confirmed. The pastor was ripping off the sermons of Rick Warren and preaching them as his own word for word.  We visited this church half a dozen times and the pastor never preached a sermon of his own. Ironically, one Sunday they asked for testimonies and several people stood up and praised Jesus for how wonderful the pastor’s sermons were. I thought “if they only knew.”

We visited the Episcopal Church numerous times over the past 5 years. When the parish priest was there the sermons, as a rule, were excellent. However there were many Sundays that the priest was not there and on those weeks the sermons ranged from Ok to absolutely dreadful. The worst ones were the sermons that were taken from books, magazines, or lectionaries and read to the congregation. (reminded me of some of the worthless college classes I took where the professor read the textbook to us)  The justification for the reading sermon was “hey, it is better than nothing.” No, it wasn’t. 

In 1984 I had a pastor I knew come to the church I was pastoring to hold a week of special meetings. He asked me what I wanted him to preach. He then proceeded to list off numerous sermons of other preachers he had memorized. Famous sermons by noted preachers. I was shocked by his willingness to rip off the sermons of others and pass them off as his own. I told him I would rather he preach his own material. Little did I know this was a common practice.

Many pastors recycle their sermons. The average Baptist pastor changes churches every 2-3 years. No need to craft new sermons. Just reuse the sermons you preached before.  If they worked well in Ohio surely they will work well in Texas.

I remember one well known, Bob Jones associated, evangelist who kept long silver cases filled with recordings of his previous sermons. After doing this for many, many years he would just pick a recording to re-familiarize himself with the sermon and then preach it that night. Rarely did he preach “new” material.

One more story. Years ago I  was a manger of a Christian bookstore. Over the course of my employment I came into contact with dozens od pastors from a variety of denominations. I was astounded by how many pastors bought sermon outline books or lectionaries.  I was beginning to wonder if any preacher crafted his own sermons?

Now, I don’t necessarily blame the pastor for using  bought sermon outlines or reading verbatim from a lectionary. Truth is, there are a lot of pastors who lack good communication skills and, in many cases, they received little training in proper sermon construction and delivery.

In college I took a speech class and a homiletics class.The speech class was pretty much a waste of time and very little of the instruction transferred to the art of  preaching a sermon. In fact, my homiletics teacher told us on day one that we needed to forget everything we were taught in speech class. (good advice BTW) Preaching a sermon was all about the text and the pastor’s ability to passionately preach the text. Outlines and illustrations were key to successfully delivering a sermon. (or any public oration)

Years ago I was acquainted with a pastor who had horrible preaching skills. I mean horrible. He was a Bible college graduate and didn’t even know how to make a sermon outline. I tried to show him how to do so but he had a hard time understanding the whole process. His approach was simple: read the text, chase the rabbits, bring it back to Jesus. pray, and give an altar call.

There are a lot of preachers like the man mentioned above. Poorly trained or lacking the requisite skills necessary to effectively communicate with others through a preached sermon, they go from church to church killing everything they touch. They may be great a “people person” but if they can not preach passionately and effectively they will do more harm than good.

Far too many men end up in the ministry because someone told them that their gift of gab made them a great candidate for the ministry. Truth is, running on at the mouth is not a gift at all, especially in the pastorate. All of us have heard those sermons that drone on and on and on. Don’t blame the preacher. Blame the person who told him he would make a great preacher.

BTW, what I have said here also applies to other functions in the church like Sunday School teacher or bible study leader. I have had to sit through more aimless, heresy ridden, ill-prepared Sunday School classes than I care to remember. I remember, years ago, one Sunday School teacher telling me that he studied his Sunday School lesson on Saturday night while he was sitting in the bath tub. 

Here’s my point. The ability to preach and teach is a gift (not in a supernatural sense)  just like the ability to do virtually anything else humans do. Each of us have things we do that come easily to us. We enjoy it. And if we are smart we will further develop the things we enjoy. Far too many people spend their lifetime trying to become things they will never be good at. (yes grandma  ended the sentence with an at)   It is a lie to tell  everyone they can be anything they want to be. The sky is not the limit and no not everyone can become President. A lot of men enter the ministry lacking the requisite skills necessary to be a good pastor. They simply are in the wrong profession BUT since they believe GOD called them to the ministry they refuse to admit that maybe they are in the wrong profession.

Many pastors would have you believe that their sermons  come directly from God. I know I believed this for many years. I was certain God was leading and directing me to preach on a particular text. I believed that God was guiding me through the delivery of the sermon all the way to the altar call.  I was simply a mouthpiece for God.

As I look back over the thousands of God inspired sermons I preached I can now see who it was that was guiding me. It wasn’t God. It wasn’t the Holy Spirit. It was me. Through my own thought process I decided what the church needed to hear. Sometimes I had an agenda that I wanted to advance and what better way to do so than to couch my agenda in “thus saith the Lord.”

Preaching came easy for me. I loved the intellectual aspect of preparing the sermon. I loved to read and study, preparing my mind for delivering the sermon. I devoted hours of study to virtually every sermon I  preached. (though I was quite comfortable preaching extemporaneously) I loved the focus and the attention that preaching brought. (and it is no surprise that most preachers are narcissistic to one degree or another)

My preaching is one the things that makes my defection from the Christian faith troubling for so many former parishioners. As Baptists we believed……once saved, always saved. (eternal security, perseverance of the saints) So here I am……….now an atheist. What do they do with me? Either I am still saved but backslidden or I never was saved.

More and more people are inclined to think that I was never saved to start with. Of course this leaves them with another dilemma to deal with. My sermons.

You see, I have been criticized for a lot of things, and justly so, I did as a pastor. I was arrogant, narrow minded, and rarely put up with dissent. As I have stated many times before, I ran off a lot of good people. That said, few people have ever criticized my preaching. For the most part the people I pastored found my sermons well crafted, worth listening to, and, at times, quite entertaining.

Hundreds of people made public professions of faith as a result of one of my sermons. Lives were “changed”  and people were “delivered”. If I was never saved what does that say about all the “fruit” I gathered over the course of 25 years in the ministry? If by their fruits ye shall know them, surely I “proved” that I was a great fruit grower?

I have no doubt that I could, even as an atheist, go to a church and preach sermon that everyone would marvel in. They would think GOD was speaking through me or using me to speak to their heart. What if I then told them I was an atheist? How would they explain their response to my oratorical gem?

Truth is good preaching, as with all public speaking, is a learned skill. Good speakers are generally gifted in this area. Our two latest presidents are case in point. Forget the party affiliation or platform  for a moment. Who would you rather listen to? Barack Obama or George W Bush? Only Sean Hannity or Rush Limbaugh would dare say Bush.

Good preaching  moves people to go beyond themselves. Good preaching inspires and motivates. (i.e. Martin Luther King’s I have a Dream speech) 

And this is why preachers who excel at their craft are so dangerous. The potential for abuse and manipulation is great. Far too often parishioners check their mind at the church door. When the pastor preaches they soak up his words like a sponge. If they are not careful and cognizant of the potential of manipulation they can easily be led astray.

I still like hearing a well crafted sermon. I respect people who attempt to excel at what they do. Sadly, I have heard more sorry, pathetic, poorly crafted, rabbit trail sermons than any one person should ever have to hear.  I feel  sad for church members who have to sit under this kind of preaching week after week.  In fact, they sit under it long enough that they begin to think that their preacher’s pathetic sermons are the norm.

Why I am being so hard of preachers? Why should I, a card-carrying atheist, give a rat’s ass, over the quality of sermons in the Christian church.?

First, preaching is what I did for so many years and I still like to talk about it.

Second, I think people should do what they do well. I hate half-assed wherever I find it, whether it be in the pulpit or the local fast food restaurant.

Third, I realize that the world is always going to be predominantly religious. If so,  I think people of faith should have leaders that thoughtfully and honestly teach them the dogma of their particular religion.They deserve to have leaders who are passionate about what they do. (sadly, in many denominations, the higher up a man goes in the denominational hierarchy the more worthless he becomes. Does anyone consider any of the popes a great orator?)

I know this post is pretty pointed. I am of the general opinion that America is awash in mediocrity. It seems everything has been turned into an audition for American Idol. People are told told they can be what ever they want to be and so they become what they want to be rather than what they ought to be. Result?  School teachers who can’t teach. Retail workers without basic people skills.  Porn stars without the appropriate skills to do what porn stars do. and Yes, preachers who can’t preach.

What Motivated Me to Work So Hard for Jesus?

It all started with my belief that the Bible was the inspired, inerrant Word of God. I considered the Bible the roadmap for navigating through a sin plagued world under the domination of Satan.

The Bible taught me that every human being is a sinner under the just condemnation of God. Every human being deserved to burn in hell for all eternity.

The Bible also taught me that God had graciously provided a way of escape for humankind. God sent Jesus Christ, the son of God, to be the final atonement for humankind’s sin. Jesus Christ died on the cross for humankind’s sin and three days later he rose again from the dead. Humankind’s salvation, humankind’s eternal  destiny rests squarely on the merit and work of Jesus the Christ. God calls on every human being to repent and believe the good news of the Christian gospel.

The Bible taught me that I, as a God called, God ordained minister of the gospel,  had a solemn obligation to preach the gospel to everyone and everywhere I could. Work for the night is coming. Leave everything for the sake of the gospel. Only one life twill soon be past, only what’s done for Christ.

Every Church I attended, every youth group I went to, every summer youth camp I went to, reinforced the truth that God wanted (demanded) 100% of me. All to Jesus I surrender, All to Him I freely give.

I went to college to train for the ministry. Every class, every professor, every chapel speaker shouted for all to hear:

Souls for Jesus is our battle cry.
Souls for Jesus is our battle cry.
We never will give in while souls are lost in sin
Souls for Jesus is our battle cry.

My wife went to college to marry a preacher, A God called, God ordained, preacher of the gospel of Jesus Christ. She knew that she would have to make sacrifices for the sake of her husband’s call. She was taught that Jesus came first, the church came first. She was taught her husband was specially chosen by God to proclaim the good news of the gospel. She was encouraged to read biographies of great men and women of faith to learn how their families dealt with it.

So my wife and I entered marriage and the ministry knowing God had called us to a life of self-denial and devotion to the work of the ministry.

I consider  1983-1994 to be the high point of my ministerial career. I pastored a growing and busy church. Souls were being saved. New people were joining the Church. It seemed God was smiling on our work.

A typical week for me:

  • Jail Ministry on Tuesday
  • Nursing Home Ministry on Wednesday
  • Midweek Service on Thursday
  • Street Preaching 2-3 days a week
  • Taught Sunday School class
  • Preached Twice on Sunday

We also had a Christian school and I preached at other churches fairly often. (revival services, bible conferences, pastor’s fellowships)

I was motivated by what I believed the Bible taught me about the work of the ministry.  I looked at the life of the apostles and thought that they were a pattern to follow. Run the race Paul told me. And so I ran.

I was 100% committed to what I believe was God’s calling in my life.

Some Christians object and say “you are the one who worked yourself to death. Don’t blame the Church or God. OUR pastor doesn’t work this way. He takes time for his family. Blah. Blah Blah.”

Even now, as an atheist, I find such objections lame. If the Bible is true, if what it says about God, sin, salvation, death, hell and heaven is true, how dare does any preacher, or ANY Christian for that matter, treat the gospel of Jesus Christ so carelessly.  How dare any preacher not burn himself out as long as souls are in need of salvation. No time for pastor busy work. Heaven and Hell are calling out. Truth is there are a lot of lazy hirelings in the ministry who do just enough to keep from getting fired. They pastor a church 2 or 3 years, wear out their welcome, and then move on down the road to another church. Cynical I know, but it is what it is.

I have no respect for pastors who defend their laziness by stressing the importance of balance in their lives. Bullshit. Where do they find such a notion in the Bible they say they believe? Jesus does not call  them to balance. He calls them to forsake all  and follow Him.

One of the reasons I see Christianity as a bankrupt religion is the lackadaisical approach Christians and their spiritual leaders have towards matters that have eternal consequence. Most of what goes on in the average Church is meaningless bullshit. Call a meeting to decide on the color of the paint for the nursery walls and everyone shows up. Implore people to come out for Church visitation and the same 3 or 4 people show up. (the same 3 or 4 people that do 20 different things in the church and God bless them for doing so)

Why should I take the Bible, God, Jesus, salvation, heaven or hell seriously when most Christians treat these things as of no more importance than “what’s for dinner tonight.”

It took leaving the Christian Church, leaving the ministry, for me to realize that most of what I was chasing after was nothing more than a fool’s errand. Many of the ex-ministers who read this blog know what I am talking about . So much of life wasted and for what?

Too bad I had to be 50 years old before I realized what life is all about. Too bad I sacrificed my health on the altar of the eternal before I realized that there is no eternity, just the here and now.

Of course, from a psychological standpoint I must reckon with the fact that my type A, work-a-holic personality was an easy mark for pastors who worked very hard to have more notches on their gun  by sending lots of preacher boys off to Bible college.

I still have the same tendencies. The difference now is that the list of things that matter to me continues to shrink. Family matters. My neighbors matter. The future of humanity matters. Baseball matters.

But matters of eternity, heaven and hell? Nary a thought these days. If the Christian God exists then I am screwed. A lot of Fallen from Grace readers are going to be my roommates in hell. However, I don’t think the Christian version of God exists so I am investing all my time, money, and talent on the the only life I have. I will leave it up to the gods and my family to do what they will with me after I am dead. Of course, I could come back and write a book, “Heaven is Real and Boy are the Atheists In Trouble.”  

The Evangelical/Fundamentalist Christian Life is Asceticism

Guest post by Anonymous M

There’s no doubt about it!  The evangelical/fundamentalist Christian life is asceticism!

Hey everyone. I want to thank Bruce for allowing me to share my thoughts here. For just over a decade, I was an evangelical/fundamentalist Christian and spent time in a variety of churches and denominations, from your typical Southern Baptist Church to even a home fellowship for a short period of time.  As a practitioner of the evangelical/fundamentalist Christian religion, I used to mock people of other Christian denominations and world religions for their legalism and asceticism. I, of course, believed I was justified in doing this, because I was “freed from the law.”  I was “saved by grace alone through faith alone.”  I had a “relationship and not religion.”  I thought all of these things, but I thought wrong.  In other words, I was full of shit.  

For all their talk about “being freed from rules and regulations and being made right with God by grace and not works,”  evangelical/fundamentalist Christians and churches sure place a lot of emphasis on what you do or don’t do. 

Here are many of the rules of the evangelical/fundamentalist lifestyle, and I followed it much of the time. I was better at following some rules better than others. :-) The rules/expectations could include: extremely little to no consumption of alcohol (no consumption was usually preferred), little to no smoking, no watching rated R movies, no playing video games with violent or sexual content, no watching television shows with violent or sexual content, no reading books with sexual or violent content, no listening to music with violent or sexual content, no dwelling on the physical beauty of a woman, no viewing pornography, absolutely no sexual activity outside of marriage including masturbation, and no cursing.  There are more rules of course, but there’s too many for me to remember or list here. Besides, you probably get the point now anyway.

I don’t want to bore anyone, so I’m going to go straight to the point.  It’s silly for evangelical/fundamentalist Christians to mock other religious practitioners for living a lifestyle of legalism and asceticism, when the evangelical/fundamentalist Christian lifestyle is full of adherence to rules and regulations and fun-deprived.  Let’s face it, the evangelical/fundamentalist Christian lifestyle is as ascetic as the religions that evangelical/fundamentalist Christians mock for being ascetic.  Are you confused yet? :-)

Do you disagree with me? That’s fine. But if you do, I’m curious about something.  Do you think that if you were to go to your standard evangelical/fundamentalist church, and claim you are a Christian with an intent to become a member of that church,but you are currently living with your boyfriend/girlfriend and like to get drunk every weekend, that that church would affirm your claim to salvation and let you join their fellowship?  If so, I have some lakefront property in Kabul to sell to you.

The Sound of A Wild Snail Eating, A Book Review

This entry is part 1 of 12 in the seriesBook Reviews

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The Sound of a Wild Snail Eating is a delightful tale of Elisabeth Tova Bailey’s interaction with a wild snail. Baily, afflicted with an illness that keeps her bedfast most of the time, interweaves her story affliction with the story of a wild snail. In 189 pages Baily succeeds in telling a reader everything they will ever need to know about snails. After reading the book I felt like I have earned an advanced degree in snailology.

One early spring day a friend of Baily spotted a snail in the woods and decided to take the snail back to Bailey so she could see it. The friend dug up a few violets, put them in a pot, and delivered the pot and snail to Baily.Bailey’s friend brought her the snail because she thought her invalid friend  would enjoy it. Her reaction was:

Why, I  wondered,  would I enjoy a snail?  What on earth would I do with it? I  couldn’t get out of bed to return it to the woods. It was not of much interest, and if it  was alive, the responsibility—especially for a snail, something so uncalled for—was overwhelming.

Thus begins the relationship of Elisabeth Tova Bailey with a lowly common forest snail. Over the course of a year Bailey details her interaction with the snail.She paid close attention to the habits of the snail. What did it like to eat?  When and how did it sleep?  How did the snail procreate? (as she found out quickly and in great numbers)

If the book was just a science book about snails I suspect that some readers might bore of all the snail minutia dispensed by Bailey. Personally, I loved the minutia about snails because I love minutia in general. Just the kind of knowledge one uses to impress to people at a social gathering?  Things like…. Do you know snails have teeth? Do you know that snails are hermaphrodites?

I found myself drawn into Bailey’s story not so much because of the subject, a snail, but because of Bailey’s debilitating illness.

Bailey writes:

There is a certain depth of illness that is piercing in its isolation; the only rule of existence is uncertainty, and the only movement is the passage of time. One can not bear to live through another loss of function, and sometimes friends and family can not bear to watch. An unspoken, unbridgeable divide may widen. Even if you are still who you were, you cannot actually fully be who you are. Sometimes the people you know well withdraw, and then even the person you know as yourself begins to change.

There were times when I wished that my viral invader had claimed me completely. How much better to live an exuberant life and then leave as one exits a party, simply opening a door and stepping out. Instead, the virus took me to the edge of life and then left me trapped  in its pernicious shadow, with symptoms that, barely tolerable one day, become too severe the next, and with the unjustness of unexpected relapses, that, overnight, erased years of gradual improvement.

I wept as  I read this passage. It resonated deep within me. As a fellow pilgrim on the road of debility I understood the cry of Bailey’s being.  The remembrance of what once was. The lament over what has been lost. Sometimes, it is a simple thing, like a snail, that comes along to give us a bit of purpose and meaning.

I heartily recommend  The Sound of a Wild Snail Eating. If you do read this book please share with us what you thought of the book.

Did You EVER Have a Relationship with God?

One of the common questions I am asked is did you have a “relationship with God” ? Of course the implication is that since I am now an atheist I did not have a real relationship with God. If my relationship with God had been the real deal then I would still be a Christian. In their mind, once someone finds Jesus they would never, ever want to walk away from him. (even though the Bible says people do)

Such conversations or accusations leave a bitter taste in my mouth. It is as if I am not permitted to have my own experience with God or that I am not permitted to control my own storyline. Every Christian, it seems, has their own idea of what it is to have a relationship with God. They judge every other person’s experience by their own, directly contradicting the Bible they say they believe. (2 Corinthians 10:12)

Over the course of my ministry I pastored or preached to thousands of people. Ask any of them, at the time I was their pastor, did they think I had a relationship with God? 100% would answer yes. I was NEVER accused of not having a relationship with God.

What constitutes a relationship with God? I loved Jesus, studied the Bible, prayed, lived according to the teachings of the Bible, gave tithes and offerings, and tried my best each and every day to be a good example of a follower of Jesus Christ. I selflessly gave myself to the work of the ministry.

I realize this post won’t keep self righteous, arrogant Christians from “judging” my past relationship with God. I have embraced the reality that as long as I write about Fundamentalist/Evangelical Christianity I am going to have Christians react in a hostile, negative, and hateful manner. I don’t believe there is a God, in the classic Christian understanding  of God. Yet, I prayed to God and believed he was speaking to me. I believed God gave me the sermons I preached and that God used my sermons to change people’s lives.

I believed that I could see God’s presence in my life and in the Church I pastored. God was every bit as real to me as was my wife of 33 years.

My grandchildren have great imaginations. If they are left to themselves long enough they will begin to have conversations with imaginary beings. Barbie’s come to life. Stuffed animals live. In their mind these are real relationships. Of course, adults know they are not.

That is how I look at my almost  life-long relationship with God. It “seemed” real to me and to everyone who knew me. I benefited from my relationship with God and so did the people I pastored. Yet, as I know now, the God I was in a relationship with was a fictional being.

The Bible says, when I became a man I put away childish things and that is how I look at my life. I am in no way discounting the relationship others have with their God. If you find value and comfort from such a relationship who I am to say anything about it.  I wish others would grant me the same latitude and respect.

How I KNOW Christianity is True Says the Christian

I get emails from believers and unbelievers on a daily basis. Some emails are from blog readers who want to know WHY I don’t believe in the Christian God.  I usually will respond to such letters in this manner:

  • I don’t think the Bible is an inspired, inerrant, supernatural text. I think the Bible is littered with errors, contradictions, and mistakes. I think the Bible is a manmade book that should be treated like any other book.
  • Outside of the Bible there is little evidence that Jesus ever existed.
  • Based on the evidence at hand I do not think the Christian God exists and I do not think that Christianity is true.

I will often get a response like this:

Wow! Jesus never existed? Look at all the evidence. The manuscripts, The early Church fathers. Surely the weight of all these proofs would lead a rational person to believe Jesus existed and that Christianity is the truth.

I usually respond with one word:

Mormonism. (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints)

Yes, Mormonism. Mormonism is a 100% manmade American religion comprised of 14 million members. (almost 29 thousand congregations) 14 million people that believe Mormonism is true. Over 52 thousand missionaries are currently busy preaching the Good News of Mormonism .

Mormonism has a divine god, a sacred text, peculiar beliefs, sacred buildings, divine leaders and all the trappings that Christianity has.

Yet, Mormonism is a complete fiction lacking in any proof that it is true. Mormon leaders appeal to their sacred text and the pronouncements of “their” early church fathers as proof that Mormonism is the truth. Surely 14 million people can’t be wrong?

I suspect most of my Christian critics would be upset if I converted to Mormonism.  How I dare I convert to a false religion. Mormonism is a CULT! Yet, they never consider that their religion might be just as false as the religions they consider cults.

Why should I consider Mormonism as a false religion, a cult and not judge Christianity by the same standard?

I can not say for “certain” there is no god. I can say, at this moment, all the gods now in existence are false gods and I do not think the religions associated with these gods are the truth.  Perhaps the real god, if there is one, will show him/her/its face some day. I am not holding my breath,

The Boy Who Came Back From Heaven, A Book Review

This entry is part 8 of 12 in the seriesBook Reviews

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The boy who came back from heaven, a remarkable account of miracles, angels, and life beyond this world is written by Kevin and Alex Malarkey.

At the bottom of the front cover are the words True Story. The boy who came back from heaven recounts the story of six year old Alex Malarkey who was seriously injured in an automobile accident that left him paralyzed.  While in a coma Alex was taken to heaven and was given the grand tour. He returned to earth and his body so that he could share with all of us the story found in The boy who came back from heaven.  The book also records post-coma trips to heaven by Alex and even includes an angel appearance to Alex’s father Kevin Malarkey.

I almost stopped reading the book after reading the Introduction. Kevin Malarkey,an Evangelical Christian therapist in Columbus Ohio wrote:

I’m not here to beat a drum, convince you of a theological argument, or force you to validate Alex’s experiences. But I humbly offer a challenge: suspend your judgment for just a few chapters. I think your life may be changed forever.

If Alex’s story is to be taken as a TRUE story then why do I need to suspend my judgment? Should not the truth of the story be clear to all who read it?

According to Kevin Malarkey:

Heaven is real. There is an unseen world at work—an intensely  active spiritual realm right here o earth , all around us. And much of this activity keeps us from focusing on our future destination, the place where we will spend eternity. Alex has been there….

The only thing the book actually proves is that some people believe there is a heaven. The boy who came back from heaven may be a true story but it is a true story without one shred of provable truth . In other words, you are going to have to take the word of six year old (or 11 year old by the time the book is written) Alex Malarkey that what he shares is the truth.

The story begins when Kevin and Alex Malarkey are involved in a horrific automobile accident. Kevin, while talking on his cellphone, turned in front of an automobile coming in the opposite direction. The driver of the other car was a woman with two young children. Alex was injured far worse than anyone else. The accident left him paralyzed and in a coma for 2 months.

At the accident scene unconscious Alex saw:

  • Five angels carrying his father outside the car. Four were carrying the body and one angel was supporting his head and neck. (the police report said Kevin Malarkey was ejected from the automobile)
  • The devil sitting in the front seat of the automobile accusing Alex of causing the accident.

While in a coma Alex was taken to heaven. What did Alex see and experience while he was in heaven?

  • His father was in heaven too, but only for a short time.
  • Alex saw  the five angels that carried his father’s body outside the .automobile. The five angels stayed with Alex so his father could have time alone with God.  His prayed to trade places with Alex but God told him no. God sent his father’s spirit back to earth and Alex remained in heaven. God told him that he would heal him later on earth to bring more glory to His (God’s) name.
  • While in the emergency room Alex watched everything that was going on from the ceiling. Jesus was standing right there beside him. Alex felt safe and he was not afraid to die.
  • While in the emergency room Alex saw 150 pure, white angels with fantastic wings who were all calling his name. After awhile they said “Alex Go back.”  Alex did go back and Jesus came with him and held him  during his time in the emergency room.
  • Alex found himself in the presence of God. God had a human-like body but a lot bigger. Alex was only allowed to see God from the neck down because the Bible says anyone who looks on the face of God dies.
  • There is an inner heaven and an outer heaven . The outer heaven has a hole that leads to hell.
  • There  are lots of colorful, beautiful things to see, and beautiful music too.
  • Heaven is a lot like earth but it is perfect in every detail.
  • Angels  are white, have wings, are are sexless.
  • Some angels are short, 2 feet tall, and others are much taller.
  • There are different types of angels with different jobs to do.
  • There are lots of buildings in heaven, but Alex only really noticed the Temple. God never leaves his throne in the Temple. There is a scroll in a glass container that only Jesus can read.

After Alex came out of  a coma he continued to see other world beings. Angels were present in Alex’s hospital room.The angels helped Alex and the angels talked to Alex and he talked back to them.

One day Alex told his father that he had something important to tell him. He wanted to make sure his father would not be sad after hearing what Alex had to say. Alex said:

There are two days I look forwards to more than any others in my life. The first is the day I die. You see, I can’t wait to get home. It’s not that I want to die right now; I’m not sad…. The second is the day when the devil goes to the Lake of Fire. I can’t wait for him to be gone for good.

According to Alex demons and evil spirits came to visit him. He is thankful that his father taught him how to pray and how to take authority over the demons.

Alex had this to say about the devil, about demons  and evil spirits:

  • They are evil, scary, and ugly.
  • They accuse Alex of things, bring him doubt, make him feel sad, tell him he will never be healed and that God won’t protect him.
  • The devil has three heads and all three heads have hair of fire. (is the devil a redhead)   Each of the heads speak different lies at the same time.
  • The devil has beaming red eyes with flames for pupils.  His nose is nasty and torn up.
  • The devil speaks English to Alex. His voice is screechy like a witch and changes into different sounds. The devil’s mouth is funny looking with only a few moldy teeth.
  • The devil’s body has a human form but has no flesh.
  • The devil wears a torn and dirty robe.
  • The devil personally appeared to Alex. Sometimes the devil came along with other evil spirits but sometimes he came alone.
  • Demons are often green and they have hair made of fire. Their skin and robes are just like the the devil’s. Their eyes are like the devil’s and they have long fingernails.

According to Alex demons walk around telling lies. In Frank Peretti style Alex says that there is a spiritual war going on—angels against demons.

Towards the end of the book Kevin Malarkey lets readers know that Alex has continued to take periodic trips to heaven. Readers are also told that Kevin himself had an experience where an angel name John appeared to him.

The angel John gave Kevin  a message:

I have anointed you with a message of hope…for the church….for the body of Christ…and for those who will be the body…..that He will be raised up and seen in His true glory…This is the word of the Lord given to you by the angel John.

Speak of Me, for Me, and about Me. Use Alex to show who I am. I have chosen him as a screen upon which to show myself. I am unity, the Trinity, a complete circle. Your story  will lead to praise and worship, there will be altar calls. Your bills are the least of my worries. I will be with you all the days of your life. I will speak to you, I will guide you, I am in you. I am about you, you be about me. My love is unconditional. My vengeance is restricted for the holy. My apostles died for Me, will you die for Me? I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last.

Most of the book is Kevin Malarkey’s explanation of Alex’s trips to heaven and how God is using them to reach other people. One chapter is devoted to the things that Alex knew about his time in a coma. To many people this is proof above all proof. Alex talked of things that were not possible for him to know.

The story is what it is. Either you believe it or you don’t. Just like the book Heaven is for Real , you have the story of a young child being taken to heaven. Both boys waited for years before their story was put to print. Both stories show clear signs of being shaped by adult human hands. (whether by parents or book editors)

I have no doubt that the Malarkey family believes what is written here. Like many Christians they are desperate to know that their lives matter and that when death comes there is a new life that awaits beyond the grave.

As a non-believer the story said little that I would consider as proof that there is a God,  a devil, a heaven, a hell, or that life continues beyond the grave. I found myself angry, once again, at a god, who paralyzes a kid in an automobile accident so he can get some praise and glory. With all the suffering, sickness, disease, and death in the world it seems to me that God has plenty enough praise and glory.

My conclusion? Kevin Malarkey asked me to suspend my judgment as  I read the book. I could not do so and, in my judgment the book is a bunch of malarkey.(meaningless talk and nonsense)

I wish Alex and his family well.