Just One More Day

It’s 4 AM and like every night I am still awake.

The sounds are so clear this time of night:

The tick tock of Big Ben on the nightstand,

Cars as they drive through the sleepy rural town we call home.

Folk music softly plays in the background, a nightly ritual that lulls my lover to sleep.

The wind is blowing briskly as the wind chimes sing their harmonies into the snowy night.

I can feel the cold draft from the wind as is pushes its way through the window frame of our 140 year home.

She is covered up, trying to warm herself as cold air blows over her head.

She lies beside me, just as she has these 36 years.

I look over at her and remind myself of what a great life we’ve had.

We have faced many battles that left us bruised and bloodied, but we survived. That’s what we are — survivors.

The Bible is right, there is a love that endures. She and I have that enduring love. Until death do us part, we promised each another one hot July day so many years ago.

Recent events have brought us face to face with our mortality, my mortality.

What if it is cancer? What if the hourglass is close to running out? Dare we ponder our own mortality and bitter end?

Come what may, I’ve had a good life. Whether I live till Christmas or another 20 years, I am grateful for the life she and I have shared.

Almost 40 years ago, a beautiful young girl dared to flirt with a brash redheaded boy. And just like that, in the blink of an eye, we lie here in the stillness of the night, our lives shaped and filled by our shared experiences.

I think of our children and our grandchildren. I want to wake her up and say, we did well, that we have more treasure than the richest man on earth.

I won’t wake her, she needs her sleep.

I hope she knows that I love her.

It’s almost 5 AM and I can feel the drugs beginning to win the battle. Sleep will soon come and if I awake another day will be mine.

Isn’t that all any of us can hope for?

Just one more day…

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9 Comments

  1. Stephanie

    Just beautiful and true even though I being young and healthy don’t give much thought. Thanks for sharing.

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  2. Kristie

    Thank-you for sharing your beautiful thoughts of gratefulness at a time when many would be consumed with the incapacitating fear of the unknown. My thoughts are with you and I’m wishing you the very best medical outcome!
    I just found your website and will be a frequent visitor. I enjoy your writing! You are talented! I, along with other readers, will be with you on this journey to support you in whatever way we can!

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  3. Canadian Atheist

    Well written Bruce. I have been thinking of you as you wait for word on your health. I was so glad to see you back online and being able to read your writing again. What always shines through in your writing is your positive attitude in life despite the struggles. I wish I could write like you can.

    I wish you the best.

    Canadian Atheist

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  4. mikespeir

    Beautiful!

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  5. kittybrat

    Indeed.

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  6. Zoe

    Tender. Loving.

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  7. Becky Wiren

    Lovely. I hope everything turns out well.

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  8. sylvia

    That was indeed beautiful.

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  9. Aram McLean

    Straight to the core of it.

    Reply

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