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Stricjavvar Strickland, pastor of Galilee Missionary Baptist Church in Mt. Olive, Mississippi, stands accused of embezzling church funds. Armond Barnes, a church deacon, was also accused of embezzlement.
A pastor and a church deacon in Mississippi have been charged with embezzling church funds.
Stricjavvar Strickland, the pastor of Galilee Missionary Baptist Church in Mt. Olive, and Deacon Armond Barnes were both charged with one count of embezzlement of more than $500.
According to the Covington County Sheriff’s Office, Strickland and Barnes stole nearly $90,000 in church funds. Authorities said the investigation began in October 2024 after they were notified by the finance committee from the church about discrepancies in the books and bank account.
The men turned themselves in to authorities on Tuesday, March 4. Strickland’s bond was set at $150,000. Barnes received a $75,000 bond.
This is not Strickland’s first run-in with law enforcement. According to WJTV 12 News’ sister station, WOODTV, Strickland was sentenced to one year in Kalamazoo County Jail in 2023 for one count of knowingly offering to sell transportation services for the purpose of engaging in prostitution.
In 2020, Strickland was charged with 11 felony counts after a Michigan State Police investigation alleged he and his wife used their positions within their church and Kalamazoo Public Schools to coerce four teen boys into sex between 2015 and 2018.
In August 2022, Strickland entered into a plea deal, pleading guilty to a count of knowingly offering to sell transportation services for the purpose of engaging in prostitution.
Strickland’s wife was also charged in connection to the allegations, but the case against her was later dismissed.
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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Brian Herring, former pastor of Faith Assembly God (now called Harrison Faith Church) in Harrison, Arkansas, was recently sentenced to probation for stealing $500,000 from his church.
A former church pastor in Harrison, Arkansas, will serve probation for stealing money from his church.
Brian Herring pleaded guilty to theft and forgery charges on Monday. A judge sentenced him to 17 years probation for a theft plea and three years probation for a forgery plea. He must also complete 800 hours of community service.
Several church members reported missing money in 2021. Herring began serving at the Harrison Faith Church, which was then called the Faith Assembly of God Church, in 2006.
As part of the plea agreement, Herring must return $100,000 to the church. He must repay $500 per month.
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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Nicholas Jackson, an elder at an unnamed church, was recently sentenced to 120 days in jail for a Level 5 felony charge of child solicitation and a Level 6 felony charge of dissemination of matter harmful to minors.
The Johnson County Sheriff’s Office arrested a Bargersville man and “church elder” for child sex crimes after he allegedly spoke to a detective pretending to be a 14-year-old girl.
Nicholas P. Jackson, 39, was arrested on Dec. 15, 2023, at his place of employment, a church in New Whiteland near 560 E. Tracy Rd., on the following charges:
Child Solicitation, a Level 4 Felony;
Possession of Child Pornography, a Level 5 Felony;
Dissemination of Harmful Matter to Minor (Attempt), a Level 6 Felony.
According to court documents, on multiple occasions from Nov. 28, 2023, through Dec. 15, 2023, Jackson contacted an undercover agent that he believed was a 14-year-old white female. The agent identified their age as 14 multiple times.
Jackson was arrested in January 2024 following a Nov. 29, 2023, child solicitation roundup conducted by the Johnson County Sheriff’s Office, Franklin Police, Edinburgh Police, and other agencies. He was not arrested on the day of the roundup because he did not fully go through with meeting the person he thought was a 14-year-old girl that day. He was arrested after deputies learned he had returned from a mission trip to Guatemala, they said in court Friday.
He met the undercover agent on an app, in a local chatroom called Bargersville Friends. The chatroom is known for multiple crimes, police said, including fraud, drugs, prostitution, porn and automatic firearm conversion kits.
Jackson introduced himself to the agent as “Nick from Bargersville, happily married, two children. Work at a local church, and a Seminary student!” At this time, Jackson inquired about her age, and the officer spoke about how she was “almost 15.” Jackson said, “You can be the little sister I never had… lol.”
He said, “…For some reason, I’m attracted to younger girls.” He later requested to see a photograph of the minor nude. Jackson also sent videos to the girl in the chatroom of himself performing sexual acts in church.
He also asked the girl, “How old is ur mom, I bet we are the same age! LOL. Age. That would be wild if her and I went to high school together! Lol.”
During the investigation, officers also learned Jackson was a substitute teacher.
The court documents also reference how Jackson went by the girl’s home. Surveillance corroborated what he said in the chatroom, as a video of a 2013 Toyota Prius registered to Jackson showed his parked car at the complex.
“I literally just drove by your apartment. There were first-floor apartments in second-story apartments with balconies and I parked by the pool. I got nervous and left I was there about 10 minutes ago.” Jackson said he was depositing money at a bank for the church mission when he stopped at the minor’s home.
Jackson turned himself into the Johnson County Jail on Tuesday. He was bonded out of jail with $10,000 surety/ $1,100 cash. His arrest was a continuation of child solicitation stings conducted by multiple local law enforcement agencies.
Earlier this month. Jackson was sentenced to 120 days in the county jail for his crimes. 120 days! Are you kidding me? Does anyone seriously think this was Jackson’s first offense? This guy was a missionary in Guatemala. Did anyone go to where he ministered and check to see if there were allegations there? The judge said he considered Jackson’s missionary work justification for giving him a light sentence. I call this the “preacher’s discount.”
A Bargersville man who is a former local church elder and substitute teacher was sentenced Friday for two child sex crimes.
Johnson Superior Court 3 Judge Douglas Cummins sentenced Nicholas P. Jackson, 40, to 120 days in the Johnson County jail to be followed by five years of probation. The sentence is for a Level 5 felony charge of child solicitation and a Level 6 felony charge of dissemination of matter harmful to minors.
Jackson was arrested in January 2024 following a Nov. 29, 2023, child solicitation roundup conducted by the Johnson County Sheriff’s Office, Franklin Police, Edinburgh Police and other agencies. He was not arrested the day of the roundup because he did not fully go through with meeting the person he thought was a 14-year-old girl that day. He was arrested after deputies learned he had returned from a mission trip to Guatemala, they said in court Friday.
Detectives corresponded with Jackson via a local group within Telegram, an encrypted chatroom app. Detectives spoke with him over a series of three days, with the third day being when Jackson allegedly drove to Greenwood to meet the girl.
Jackson reportedly drove to the apartment complex where deputies were waiting for him the day of the sting, but did not go inside. Detectives say they witnessed him park at the complex, and they also have evidence he was in the area via license plate cameras and a bank deposit he made nearby.
Because Jackson did not fully go through with meeting the girl, the child solicitation charge was reduced to a Level 5 from the initial Level 4 felony in the open plea agreement. Russell Johnson, one of Jackson’s attorneys, said in court this is because the crime becomes a Level 4 if someone meets a child with an intention of sexual contact.
Detectives say Jackson masturbated via Telegram voice call, asked for nude pictures of the girl and sent a picture of his penis to her. When they arrested him at the New Whiteland church where he previously worked, detectives saw the same flooring and office chair that appears in the picture, meaning he sent it at the church, they said in court.
Jackson allegedly used his real name in the chatroom and presented himself as a “happily married” church employee and seminary student. Although he was not actively working as a substitute teacher at the time of the conversations, he had previously been at several local high schools, including Center Grove and Perry Meridian, Johnson County Sheriff Duane Burgess previously said.
Jackson was also initially charged with a Level 5 felony charge of possession of child pornography with an aggravating factor, but the charge was dropped because there was not definitive evidence Jackson had viewed the child sexual abuse images. Although a deputy testified three images were found in a forensic download of Jackson’s data from the Telegram app.
However, Jackson’s other attorney Kyle Johnson, poked holes in that evidence in court.
Kyle Johnson said the images within the download are all of the images in a pornography channel that Jackson accessed, and Jackson said he does not recall looking at those particular images. When asked in court, the deputy in charge of the download confirmed there is not specific proof he looked at the images in the Telegram metadata.
Since his release on bond, Jackson told the court he has been to weekly faith-based therapy to counter his self-professed porn addiction. He said he has his wife’s support in the matter and is committed to staying away from temptation for her and their children.
What he did was “a sin against God” that was “rooted in idolatry.” He took responsibility for falling victim to “temptation” and said he “grievously” failed God, his family and his brothers and sisters in Christ, he said in court.
Jackson got emotional on the stand when talking about his mission work in Guatemala, where he says he has been volunteering to help rebuild infrastructure in a remote Mayan village on and off since 2006. He was so devoted to this cause that he lived there for a time. He also met his wife, a native of the village, while working there. He said his greatest wish after the case is fully resolved is to return “home” to Guatemala to live with his family.
He said that he never intended to meet the girl, despite evidence from Telegram showing he asked multiple times to meet her.
“Meeting someone physically was never a reality to me,” he said in court.
Jackson’s support from family and friends was clear in court, as the court was packed with dozens of supporters. His attorneys say about 50 letters of support were written to Cummins on Jackson’s behalf. The letters spoke of Jackson’s character and faith, but some also questioned the prosecutor’s office for charging him and the sheriff’s office for conducting these types of sting operations, they said in court.
Deputy Prosecutor Bridget Foust urged Cummins not to be “fooled” by Jackson. She argued for a six-year sentence with two years to be executed in the Indiana Department of Corrections. The proof of his “double life” should be taken into account. Not only did he prey on this would-be victim, there are suggestions this is a pattern of behavior, she said.
Detectives found multiple images of his penis that were taken in his office. Detectives came across Jackson because he was cold-calling area young women on Telegram, including the detectives’ account. He reportedly had a “thing for younger women” and told investigators he had looked at nude images of children before this incident, they said in court.
There was no specific evidence presented in court that he did have sexual conversations with other teens, after detectives combed through digital evidence and spoke to people at the church. However, the sting operation is proof that he is capable of seducing a child, Foust said.
“The purpose of these sting operations is to expose them and put the community on notice,” she said. “If not for this, we would not have known what he was doing in that church office.”
Russell Johnson advocated for no jail time and said the mitigating circumstances outweigh the aggravators. Referring to Jackson’s mission work in Guatemala and other volunteer efforts with homeless communities and people in addiction recovery, he said Jackson is not like others who have appeared in the court.
He pointed to Jackson’s marked progress in recovery and commitment to put this in his past, and said going to jail would “serve no purpose.”
Cummins announced his verdict after a short recess for deliberation. He began by saying he supports the sting operations. Catching would-be predators this way prevents them from harming real children, he said.
He found that the aggravating circumstances outweighed the mitigating circumstances, but opted to weigh the sentence more toward probation than jail time. He gave a few reasons, including that Jackson may not “survive DOC,” his stated remorse, progress toward recovery, and history of giving back in the community and in Guatemala.
“I appreciate all of that and that’s why you’re staying out of the DOC,” Cummins said.
However, Cummins warned Jackson that he would likely be sentenced to DOC if he violates his probation.
“Have firmly planted in your mind what that would look like,” Cummins said, asking Jackson to picture being without his family in DOC.
Though the sentence is less than the prosecution requested, a sentence involving some jail time sends a message, said Lance Hamner, Johnson County prosecutor.
“I’m pleased that the judge ruled that the aggravating circumstances in this case were more significant than the mitigating circumstances,” Hamner said in a statement. “A person who prefers underage girls for his sexual gratification is a clear danger to children and he belongs in jail.”
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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Charles Brinson, pastor (bishop) of Brinson Memorial Church in Trenton, New Jersey, stands accused of two counts of first-degree aggravated sexual assault of a helpless or incapacitated victim and two counts of second-degree endangering the welfare of a child.
A Trenton pastor charged with sexually assaulting a 16-year-old used a substance in an unmarked bottle to incapacitate the teen on two occasions, authorities said.
Charles B. Brinson, 64, was arrested on Feb. 19 at his home in the 300 block of Brinton Avenue following an investigation by the Mercer County Prosecutor’s Office and the Trenton Police Department.
Brinson, who serves as bishop of the Brinson Memorial Church, is charged with two counts of first-degree aggravated sexual assault of a helpless or incapacitated victim and two counts of second-degree endangering the welfare of a child.
Trenton police were called about 6:35 p.m. on Feb. 16 to Capital Health Medical Center Hopewell for an initial report of the sexual assaults, authorities said.
The 16-year-old told officers the first assault occurred in mid-January and the second on Feb. 12 at Brinson’s home on Brinton Avenue, according to an affidavit filed by police in support of the charges.
Both assaults occurred in the pastor’s bedroom, where Brinson kept “a bottle of a clear substance and a black top with no labels on it,” authorities said.
Brinson placed the substance to the 16-year-old’s nose, which caused the teen to lose consciousness, authorities said.
In the second assault, the substance was already on Brinson’s fingers when he approached the victim and Brinson “swiped the substance across the victim’s nose, and (the teen) immediately lost consciousness,” the affidavit states.
Both assaults occurred in the pastor’s bedroom, where Brinson kept “a bottle of a clear substance and a black top with no labels on it,” authorities said.
Brinson placed the substance to the 16-year-old’s nose, which caused the teen to lose consciousness, authorities said.
In the second assault, the substance was already on Brinson’s fingers when he approached the victim and Brinson “swiped the substance across the victim’s nose, and (the teen) immediately lost consciousness,” the affidavit states.
The teen regained consciousness during the second sexual assault, authorities said.
Brinson was held at a local jail ahead of a court hearing. Attorney information for the bishop was not contained in online court records on Monday.
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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Robert Watson III, a volunteer at Cross Point Church North Campus in Crestview, Florida, stands accused of sexually assaulting a minor girl.
The investigation into the man — 36-year-old Robert Watson III — began after an alleged incident at a local church.
According to the Crestview Police Department, the investigation began in early February after a 5-year-old child told their parents they had been inappropriately touched and struck by a volunteer teacher at Cross Point Church North Campus in Crestview.
Police say church staff cooperated fully with the investigation. After reviewing evidence, detectives determined they had probable cause to charge Watson.
Authorities believe there may be additional victims or individuals with further information. The Crestview Police Department’s Criminal Investigations Division is asking anyone with relevant information to come forward.
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Watson had felony warrants for two charges: lewd acts on a victim 12 years old or younger and child abuse.
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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Gabriel Hardy, pastor of an Evangelical house church called Army of the Lord in Hazell, Washington, stands accused of beating a child with a belt while church members stood by and did nothing.
The pastor of a home church in Hazel Dell was arrested on Thursday after a woman who attended the church said the pastor had whipped her 6-year-old child, according to the Clark County Sheriff’s Office.
According to deputies, the mother reported on Monday that 42-year-old Gabriel Hardy of Vancouver had whipped her child with a belt, leaving bruises and welts across the child’s lower back, hips, and buttocks.
The mother said she had asked a friend to take her child to services on Feb. 16 at the church called “Army of the Lord – Ministry of Defense” when she had been unable to attend herself. She said she asked the friend to ask Hardy to speak with her child about “recent disrespectful behavior,” according to deputies.
The child came home with bruises and welts, and told their mother that Hardy had whipped them about 12 times.
Investigators determined that Hardy preached about corporal punishment of young children and said he was divinely ordained to chastise children. Hardy also allegedly told the child’s mother that he had whipped them with a belt to discipline them.
On Thursday, detectives served a search warrant at Hardy’s home. He was not home at the time, but deputies said they found and seized related evidence.
Later that day, detectives contacted Hardy and, according to deputies, he said he hit the child with a belt.
Hardy was taken into custody and booked into the Clark County Jail for third-degree assault of a child.
The pastor of an in-home church in Hazel Dell pleaded not guilty in court Wednesday after a woman who attended the church alleged that a pastor whipped her 6-year-old child, leaving him with welts and bruises on his body.
42-year-old pastor Gabriel Hardy pleaded not guilty to third-degree assault of a child with a weapon following his arrest in February. Hardy was arrested for allegedly beating a six-year-old boy with a belt at his home, which also is the location of his church called ‘Army of God Ministry of Defense.’
According to court documents, the mother of the boy asked Hardy to speak with her son about his bad behavior, and when he returned from church, the mother located several red raised welts on her son’s lower back and buttocks. Which disturbed those only doors from the church.
“It’s heartbreaking to think to do that to a kid in front of all those people who just sat there, and no one wanted to help him,” said neighbor Jennifer Alexander.
Hardy confirmed to police he used a belt on the child for disrespecting and cursing at his mother. The mother claims she knew children were disciplined at the church but had not seen a child disciplined physically and did not give the pastor consent to strike her child.
“If the story is true that the mother sent them there for disciplinary action, then that’s when you sit there, and you pray with the child or say what else could you have done. But you don’t sit them in front of a bunch of peers and beat them,” said Alexander.
According to court documents, Hardy said his chastisement of the young boy was to protect and defend children by the word of God.
However, not everyone is convinced that this is so, and many fear more could happen at the in-home church.
“I can’t imagine any pastor that I’ve ever met ever doing this, so what else am I to think could it be a cult? Could this neighborhood be filled with people that I don’t want near my kids?”
And now neighbors said they want the in-home church gone.
“Who do you trust if you cannot trust your church, you know I go to my church when I need help, when I need something, where do they go now? They don’t have that security anymore.”
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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William Galbreath, pastor of Harvest Holiness Church in Salem, South Carolina, stands accused of a dozen counts of criminal sexual conduct, multiple counts of criminal sexual conduct with a minor, and assault charges.
An Oconee County preacher is facing child sex crime charges. The Sheriff’s Office says 57-year-old William Franklin Galbreath of Salem was arrested today on a dozen counts of criminal sexual conduct, multiple counts of criminal sexual conduct with a minor, and assault charges.
The Sheriff’s Office was tipped off by investigators from Tennessee who working a case in which Galbreath reportedly sexually assaulted a minor.
Galbreath allegedly started sexually assaulting a victim in 2019 while she was a child and did so in her teenage years from 2022 until this year.
Later, a 2nd victim, also a teenager, was discovered later. Galbreath is the Pastor of Harvest Holiness Church in Salem.
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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In 2023, Richard, an Evangelical Christian, sent me an email, to which I responded in the post Dear Richard, the Evangelical Christian. Richard did not respond to my post, either by commenting or sending me an email. In 2024, Richard sent me another email, Dear Richard, the Evangelical Christian — Round Two. In what is turning out to be an annual affair, Richard sent me another email, which follows. I will attempt to respond to Richard again. (All spelling, grammar, and punctuation in the original.)
Bruce, it has been awhile since I last corresponded with you. I noticed that you provided a couple of updates on 3/5/2025 where you shared a bit more about your life growing up. At times, it sounded pretty tumultuous, like life can be. Jesus certainly did not have it easy either.
In what way did Jesus have it “hard”? Outside of the 48-72 hours detailing his arrest, crucifixion, and burial, I find nothing in Scripture that suggests Jesus had a hard life. He might have had such a life, but we have no evidence that justifies such a claim. Even when we consider his suffering, it didn’t last long and does not compare to those who suffer years on end. (Please see I Wish Christians Would Be Honest About Jesus’ Three Day Weekend.)
King Herod wanted to kill him, so Joseph was instructed to take the family to Egypt and he quickly did as he was told. There was a certain similarity between the one you thought was your Dad and Joseph.
Robert Gerencser was no Joseph. He was largely an absentee father who repeatedly moved his family across the country because he couldn’t pay the rent or properly care for his wife and children. Dad didn’t attend my school or sporting events, never sent my children gifts for Christmas after promising to do so year after year, and stole money and property that belonged to me. Imagine being sent to school without lunch money or having to shoplift to have clothes.
As far as Dad’s motivations, I suspect he wanted to be viewed by others as successful and financially well-off. Simply put, he lived beyond his means, and his family suffered. For years, I hated my dad for all the moving, and the fact that I attended ten schools in three states. This was no way to raise and care for children.
You found out considerably later in life that you undoubtedly had another Dad you had never met. Joseph had been advised by Gabriel that Jesus’ Dad was God the Father, although it sounds quite clear from the Bible that his parents never revealed his origin in life to Him. Fear of being at odds with the religious establishment of the day was probably why Jesus and his half-brothers were not told of His supernatural beginnings by His mother and step-father. I do not believe that their role in His life caused them to love Jesus any less than the other children they had.
I found out who my biological father was via a DNA test. You make a lot of claims about Jesus and his parentage but provide no evidence for these assertions. A DNA test for Jesus would be nice. I get it, by faith you believe the supernatural claims in the Bible. However, I am not a person of faith, so if you want me to believe your claims, I will need more evidence than personal opinions. You are free to believe what you want, but I suspect your emails are an attempt to persuade me of the truthfulness of your claims. So far, I am unpersuaded.
Growing up in life, I was always told that a chain is only as strong as its weakest link. One of the major problems with the doctrine of eternal security is that human beings and angels both have free wills. Satan chose to rebel against God, along with a third of the angels in heaven, and, as a result, they were cast out of heaven for their attempted insurrection/rebellion. We, as human beings, can choose to follow Jesus or we can choose to walk away from Him.
There is so much wrong with this paragraph that I don’t know where to begin.
First, both Calvinism and Arminianism — in all their flavors — are taught in the Bible. I concluded long ago that the Bible can be used to prove almost anything; when determining which Christian sect is right, I decided all of them are. Each sect, church, pastor, and individual Christian appeals to the Bible as justification for their beliefs. Who is right, and who is wrong? How do we determine who is right?
I reject the notion that humans have libertarian free will. I didn’t believe this as an Evangelical, and I certainly don’t believe it now. A lifetime of Evangelical and rightwing indoctrination and conditioning largely determined what I would believe, both as a child and an adult. There was nothing “free” about this process. If you would like to have an in-depth discussion about free will, let me know, and I will write an in-depth post (or series of posts) on this subject.
Let me add that Satan is not mentioned anywhere in the Old Testament. Evangelicals make a lot of assumptions about Satan. For example, most Evangelicals believe that the snake in the Garden of Eden was Satan. However, there’s not a shred of evidence for this claim.
Judas Iscariot was given numerous opportunities by Jesus to avoid the path of destruction his life ofbetrayal charted for him, but the love of money was too strong a temptation for him to resist. It also did not help that he was a thief as well.Jesus was certainly willing to forgive him.
Not according to the Bible. Judas was the Son of Perdition, chosen by God to betray Jesus. Since Jesus was a lamb slain before the foundation of the world, every aspect of Jesus’s birth and death were predetermined. God is sovereign over all things, including Jesus’s life and death.
Where does the Bible say Jesus was willing to forgive Judas? No, Jesus, the God-man, knew exactly what would happen to him. He knew when, where, and how Judas would betray him.
Initially, when the two thieves were being crucified with Jesus, they both railed against Him and were as abusive as the others who were mocking Him. (Matthew 27:44). Yet, in Luke 23:39-43, we read that when one of the thieves asked Jesus in humility to remember him when He came into His kingdom, Jesus was quick to assure him that he would be with Him in paradise that very day. In this life, what counts is how we finish and not how we start out. The thief who had the best ending never even got baptized.
All of us are privileged to be alive at this time in human history. There is much deception and an inordinate amount of erroneous information. The Bible tells the good, the bad, and the ugly. It has nothing to hide. When Jesus was crucified, his disciples concluded that he would stay dead, yet he showed Himself to them on multiple occasions prior to ascending into heaven. From being totally dispirited and discouraged, they became transformed and turned the world upside down with the Good News that death was defeated and we could be reconciled to God because Jesus died in our place for our sins.
Where does the Bible say one of the thieves got baptized? Both died on the cross, and were either left on the cross to rot or were thrown in an unmarked grave for criminals. I suspect Jesus ended up in a similar grave. There’s nothing in the Biblical account that suggests either thief was baptized.
Did the disciples really turn the world upside down? What evidence do you have for this claim? Jesus, at the time of his death, was largely a failure. When his followers gathered in the Upper Room after his death, how many were there? About 120. Jesus was largely ignored by both Jews and Gentiles alike, and it would be hundreds of years, thanks to Constantine, before Christianity numerically grew. I am not saying the disciples didn’t spread the gospel, but most Evangelicals grossly overestimate the influence Christians had on society during the early years of Christianity.
One of the biggest stumbling blocks that Satan uses today are “Christians” who become his mouthpieces/servants by words they say and actions they take. You had your share of such people crossing your path over the years Bruce. Even Job had to contend with that. His wife and his three friends were not much of a comfort to him during his trials. Jesus does not behave that way.
Let me be clear, I deconverted because I no longer believed the central claims of Christianity were true; that the core teaching of the church no longer made sense to me. (Please read The Michael Mock Rule: It Just Doesn’t Make Sense.) I didn’t leave Christianity because I was hurt, bitter, angry, or any of the other false reasons ascribed to my deconversion story. Most of my negative experiences with Christians came AFTER I deconverted, not before. While I have certainly met some kind, thoughtful Christians post-Jesus, I have received countless emails, blog comments, social media messages, and snail mail letters from hateful, mean-spirited, nasty bullies-for-Jesus. I am talking about thousands of such interactions. The Bible says you can judge believers based on the fruit their lives produce. All I see is a rotting corpse.
Although in recent years, you have been working overtime to convince others there is no God, God in His mercy still very much loves you. He came into this world to save sinners. We are all sinners in need of a Saviour.
Speak for yourself; I am not a sinner.
You can’t possibly know if God loves me. I could be an apostate or a reprobate. I see no evidence for a God who “loves me, cares for me, and has a wonderful plan for my life.” All I see is an absentee God who doesn’t give a shit about me. Of course, I don’t think God exists, so my argument is with the Bible’s God — a divine being created by humans. Let me add in passing, do you know there are numerous deities in the Bible, beginning in Genesis 1? I encourage you to check out Dr. Dan McClellan’s work on this subject.
I spend very little time trying to convince people of anything, let alone atheism. I am just one man with a story to tell. If people find my story helpful, I am grateful. However, I DO NOT evangelize people for atheism. Sure, I critique Evangelical Christianity, but I do not attempt to bring people to the light. I am content to write, and let people do with my writing what they will. Unlike Richard and countless other Evangelicals, I have never gone to a Christian blog or website and tried to get people to deconvert.
You have a multitude of physical ailments Bruce but you are still alive. Where there is life, there is hope.
Hope for what? You seem to think that I am lacking in some way; that my life is missing something important. How can you possibly know this? Yes, I have serious health problems. Yes, I will likely die sooner, and not later. I know my days are numbered. Yet, you want me to waste my time worshipping a non-existent deity? No thanks. Been there, done that. I have weighed the claims of Christianity in the balance and found them wanting.
I do not believe God sends anyone to hell. He gives us a free will. We choose to live how we want to live. The actions we take are what decide our final/ultimate destination. Romans is a very good book which explains the difference between living for the flesh or walking in the Spirit. The flesh and its fleshly appetites bring death. The Spirit gives life. We all need to choose life!
If God is the sovereign creator of all things and the giver and taker of life, then our eternal destiny rests solely with him. Our salvation rests in God’s hands, not ours. According to the Bible, every word, thought, and deed is controlled by God. It seems in Richard’s theology, God is the only one who doesn’t have free will.
It is evident that Richard thinks my life is inferior and that what I need is what he has — Jesus. And if I would only read the book of Romans, I would understand this. First, I exegetically preached through the book of Romans twice. I know what the book says. Second, I am not interested in what the Bible says about anything. That’s why I ask people NOT to send me preachy emails. Richard ignored my request and has now sent me THREE preachy messages, as if he could possibly say something I haven’t heard countless times before.
Apart from chronic pain and chronic illness, I have a good life. I have been married to a wonderful woman for almost forty-seven years. We are blessed to have six adult children, three daughters-in-law, and sixteen awesome grandchildren. We own our home, drive a newer model automobile, and have four cats. I have, in every way, a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious life. Yes, death is stalking me, and, at times, I can feel its breath upon my neck. I try each and every day to live life to its fullest. I have no need for God, the church, or the Bible. Richard lives in a blinkered world where all that matters is Jesus. If that works for him — fine, but such a life does not interest me.
Saved by Reason,
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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I’m almost sixty-eight years old, and there has never been a moment when you were not in my life.
Mom and Dad talked about you before I was born, deciding to have me baptized by an Episcopal priest. They wanted me to grow up with good morals and love you, so they decided putting water on my forehead and having a priest recite religious words over me was the way to ensure my moral Christian future.
A few weeks after my birth, Mom and Dad gathered with family members to have me baptized at the Episcopal Church in Bryan, Ohio. I was later told it was quite an affair, but I don’t remember anything about the day. Years later, I found my baptismal certificate. Signed by the priest, it declared I was a Christian.
Jesus, how could I have been a Christian at age four weeks? How did putting water on my head make me a follower of you? I don’t understand, but according to the certificate, I was now part of my tribe’s religion: Protestant Christianity.
I turned five in 1962. Mom and Dad decided to move 2,300 miles to San Diego, California, believing that success and prosperity awaited them.
After getting settled, Mom and Dad said we need to find a new church to attend. Their shopping took them to a growing Independent Fundamentalist Baptist (IFB) congregation, Scott Memorial Baptist Church, pastored by Tim LaHaye. It was here that I learned that my tribe had a new religion: Fundamentalist Baptist Christianity.
I quickly learned that our previous religion worshiped a false God, and my baptism didn’t make me a Christian at all. If I wanted to be a True Christian®, I had to come forward to the front of the church, kneel at the altar, and pray a certain prayer. If I did these things, I would then be a Christian — forever. And so I did. This sure pleased Mom and Dad.
Later, I was baptized again, but the preacher didn’t sprinkle water on my forehead. That would not do, I was told. True Baptism® required me to be submerged in a tank of water. And so, one Sunday, I joined a line of people waiting to be baptized. I was excited, yet scared. Soon, it came time for me to be dunked. The preacher put his left hand behind my head and raised his right hand towards Heaven. He asked, “Bruce, do you confess before God and man that Jesus Christ is your Lord and Savior?” With a halting child’s voice, I replied, “Yes.” And with that, the preacher, with a hanky in his right hand, put his hand over my nose, dunked me in the water, and quickly lifted me up. I heard both the preacher and the congregation say, “Amen!”
Jesus, the Bible says that the angels in Heaven rejoice when a sinner gets saved. Do you remember the day I got saved? Do you remember hearing the angels in Heaven say, “Praise be to the Lamb that was slain! Bruce Gerencser is now a child of God. Glory be, another soul snatched from the hands of Satan?”
After a few years in California, Mom and Dad discovered that there was no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, and our family was just as poor in the Golden State as they were in the dreary flat lands of rural northwest Ohio. And so we moved, a process that happened over and over to me throughout the next decade — eight different schools.
As I became more aware and observant of my environment, I noticed that Mom and Dad had changed. Mom, in particular, was quite animated and agitated over American social unrest caused by hippies, niggers (a word routinely used by my parents), and the war in Vietnam against the evil forces of communism. Mom and Dad took us to a new church, First Baptist Church in Bryan, Ohio — an IFB church pastored by Jack Bennett. We attended church twice on Sunday and Wednesday evening.
I attended Bryan schools for two years. Not long after I started fourth grade, Mom and Dad decided it was time to move yet again. This time, we moved to a brand-new tri-level home on Route 30 outside of Lima, Ohio. It was there that I started playing basketball and baseball — sports I would continue to play competitively for the next twenty or so years. It was also there that I began to see that something was very wrong with Mom. At the time, I didn’t understand what was going on with her. All I knew is that she could be “Mom” one day and a raging lunatic the next.
I was told by my pastors, Jesus, that you know and see everything. Just in case you were busy one day and missed what went on or were on vacation, let me share a few stories about what happened while we lived in Lima.
One night, Mom was upstairs, and I heard her screaming. I mean SCREAMING! She was having one of her “fits.” I decided to see if there was anything I could do to help her — that’s what the oldest child does. As I walked towards Mom’s bedroom, I saw her grabbing shoes and other things and violently throwing them down the hallway. This was the first time I remember being afraid . . .
One day, I got off the school bus and quickly ran down the gravel drive to our home. I always had to be the first one in the door. As I walked into the kitchen, I noticed that Mom was lying on the floor unconscious in a pool of blood. She had slit her wrists. I quickly ran to the next-door neighbor’s house and asked her to help. She summoned an ambulance, and Mom’s life was saved.
Mom would try again, and again to kill herself: slitting her wrists, overdosing on prescription medication, driving in front of a truck. At the age of fifty-four, she succeeded. One Sunday morning, Mom went into the bathroom, pointed a Ruger .357 at her heart, and pulled the trigger. She quickly slumped to the floor and was dead in minutes. Yet, she never stopped believing in you, Jesus. No matter what happened, Mom held on to her tribe’s God.
Halfway through my fifth-grade year, Mom and Dad moved to Farmer, Ohio. I attended Farmer Elementary School for the fifth and sixth grades. One day, I was home from school sick, and Mom’s brother-in-law stopped by. He didn’t know I was in my bedroom. After he left, Mom came to my room crying, saying, “I have been raped. I need you to call the police.” I was twelve. We didn’t have a phone, so I ran to the neighbor’s house to call the police, but my Christian neighbor wouldn’t let me use her phone.. There would be no call to the police on this day. Do you remember this day, Jesus? Where were you? I thought you were all-powerful? Why didn’t you do anything?
From Farmer, we moved to Deshler, Ohio for my seventh-grade year of school. Then Mom and Dad moved us to Findlay, Ohio. By then, my parent’s fifteen year marriage was in shambles. Dad never seemed to be home, and Mom continued to have wild, manic mood swings. Shortly before the end of ninth grade, Dad matter-of-factly informed me that they were getting a divorce. “We don’t love each other anymore,” Dad said. And with that, he turned and walked away, leaving me to wallow in my pain. That’s how Dad always treated me. I can’t remember a time when he embraced me or said, “I love you.” I would learn years later that “Dad” was not my biological father; that my real father was a truck driver Mom met at age seventeen while working at The Hub — a local truck stop. I wonder, Jesus, was this why he kept me at arm’s length emotionally?
After moving to Findlay, Mom and Dad joined Trinity Baptist Church — a fast-growing IFB congregation pastored by Gene Millioni. After Mom and Dad divorced, they stopped attending church. Both of them quickly remarried. Dad married a nineteen-year-old girl with a baby, and Mom married her first cousin — a recent Texas prison parolee. So much upheaval and turmoil, Jesus. Where were you when all of this was going on? I know, I know, you were there in spirit, but you had more important things to do than loving and caring for a vulnerable, hurting teenager.
Mom and Dad may have stopped going to church, but I didn’t. By then, I had a lot of friends and started dating, so there was no way I would miss church. Besides, attending church got me away from home, a place where Dad’s new and improved wife made it clear I wasn’t welcome.
One fall weeknight, I sat in church with my friends listening to Evangelist Al Lacy. I was fifteen. As is the custom in IFB churches, Lacy prayed at the end of his sermon, asking, “with every head bowed, and every eye closed, is there anyone here who is not saved and would like me to pray for them?” I had been feeling under “conviction” during the sermon. I thought, “maybe I’m not saved?” So, I raised my hand. Lacy prayed for those of us who had raised our hands and then had everyone stand. As the congregation sang Just as I am, Lacy said, “if you raised your hand, I want you to step out of your seat and come to the altar. Someone will meet you there and show you how you can know Jesus as your Lord and Savior.” Much to the surprise of my friends, I haltingly stepped out from my seat and walked to the front. I was met by Ray Salisbury — a church deacon. Ray had me kneel as he took me through a set of Bible verses called the Roman’s Road. After quizzing me on what I had read, Ray asked me if I wanted to be saved. I said, “yes,” and then Ray said, “pray this prayer after me: Dear Lord Jesus, I know I am a sinner, and I know you died on the cross for my sins. Right now, I ask you to forgive me of my sins and come into my heart and save me. In Jesus’ name, Amen.” After I prayed the prayer, Ray said, “AMEN!” “Did you really believe what you prayed?” I replied, “yes.” “Then you are now a child of God, a born-again Christian.”
The next Sunday, I was baptized, and the Sunday after that, I went forward again, letting the church know that you, Jesus, were calling me to preach. I was all in after that. For the next thirty-five years, Jesus, I lived and breathed you. You were my life, the sum of my existence.
At the age of nineteen, I enrolled in classes at Midwestern Baptist College in Pontiac, Michigan. It was here I received training to become a proper IFB pastor, and it was here I met the love of my life, a beautiful dark-haired preacher’s daughter named Polly. We married during the summer between our sophomore and junior years. We were so excited about our new life, thrilled to be preparing to work in God’s vineyard. We planned to graduate, go to a small community to start a new IFB church, buy a white two-story house with a white picket fence, and have two children: Jason and Bethany, and live happily ever after. However, Jesus, you had different plans for us. Do you remember what happened to us? Surely you do, right? Friends and teachers told us that you were testing us! Polly was six months pregnant by early spring, and I was laid off from my machine shop job. We were destitute, yet, the college dean told us, “Jesus wants you to trust him and stay in college.” No offer of financial help was forthcoming, and we finally had to move out of our apartment. With my tail between my legs, I packed up our meager belongings and returned to Bryan, Ohio. I had failed your test, Jesus. I still remember what one of my friends told me, “If you leave now, God will NEVER use you!”
What did he know? After moving, I quickly secured secular employment at ARO and began working at a local IFB church. For the next twenty-five years, I pastored Evangelical churches in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Jesus, you were my constant companion, my lover, friend, and confidante. I sure loved you, and I believed you loved me too. We were BFFs, right? Sometimes, I wondered if you really loved me as much as I loved you. Our love affair was virtual in nature. We never met face-to-face, but I believed in my heart of hearts you were the very reason for my existence. When I doubted this, I attributed my doubts to Satan or me not praying hard enough or reading the Bible enough. I never thought for one moment, Jesus, that you might be a figment of my imagination, a lie taught to me by my parents and pastors. I was a true believer. That is, until I wasn’t.
At age fifty, I finally realized, Jesus, that you were a myth, the main character of a 2,000-year-old fictional story. I concluded that all those times when I wondered where you were, were in fact, true. I couldn’t find you because you were dead. You had died almost 2,000 years before. The Bible told me about your death, but I believed that you were resurrected from the dead. I feel so silly now. Dead people don’t come back to life. Your resurrection from the dead was just a campfire story, and I had foolishly believed it. I guess I shouldn’t be too hard on myself. Everyone I knew believed the same story. All of us believed that the miracles attributed to you, Jesus, really happened; that you were a virgin-born God-man; that you ascended to Heaven to prepare a mansion for us to live in after we die.
It all seems so silly now, Jesus, but I really did believe in you. Fifty years, Jesus. The prime of my life, I gave to you, only to find out that you were a lie. Yet, here I am today, and you are still “with” me. My parents, pastors, and professors did a good job of indoctrinating me. You are very much “real” to me, even though you lie buried somewhere on a Judean hillside. Try as I might, I can’t get you out of my mind. I have come to accept that you will never leave me.
You should know, Jesus — well, you can’t know, you are dead — that I spend my days helping people get away from you. What did you say, Jesus? I can’t hear you. I can hear the voices of Christians condemning me as a heretic, blasphemer, tool of Satan, and hater of God. I can hear them praying for my death or threatening me with eternal damnation in the Lake of Fire. Their voices are loud and clear, but your voice, Jesus? Silence.
Always silent, Jesus. Why is that?
If you ever want to talk to me, you know where I live. Show up at my door, Jesus, and that will be a miracle I can believe in. Better yet, if you can help the Cincinnati Bengals win the Super Bowl, that would be awesome!
If you can’t help my football team win a few games, Jesus, what good are you? It’s not like I am asking you to feed the hungry, heal the sick, or put an end to violence and war. That would require you to give a shit, Jesus, and if there’s one thing I have learned over the past sixty-eight years, it is this: you don’t give a shit about what happens on earth. We, humans, are on our own, and that’s fine with me.
A Sinner Saved by Reason,
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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Scores of Evangelical Bible colleges and institutes dot the American landscape. Some are accredited, and many are not; some have thousands of students, and others have a handful. While Evangelical Bible colleges are Fundamentalist in theology and practice, how much so varies greatly. (Please see Are Evangelicals Fundamentalists?) My partner and I attended an unaccredited Bible college in the 1970s. Academic quality varied from class to class, and teacher to teacher. Some classes were intellectually challenging, others were little more than over-glorified Sunday school classes.
What is the purpose of Evangelical Bible colleges? Most students come from Evangelical churches, so the goal is to reinforce the beliefs students were taught in their home churches. Colleges continue the indoctrination and conditioning that students experienced before college. The goal is reinforcement, not education. In fact, many students graduate from Bible colleges without ever learning doctrines and teachings contrary to those held by their home churches and colleges. For example, I was never taught anything about Calvinism, eschatological views other than dispensational premillennalism, Arminianism, or beliefs other than those held by Independent Fundamentalist Baptist (IFB) churches. The objective, then, is for students to believe and do the right things.
Sadly, Evangelical Bible colleges turn out woefully uneducated or under-educated students. Worse, these students think they know more than liberal preachers who have masters and PhD. degrees. They have been taught over and over that the Holy Spirit lives inside of them as their teacher and guide and that the Bible is the inerrant, infallible Word of God. What more does a preacher need? Here’s what I know: an Evangelical preacher with a two-year Bible institute or a three-year Bible college education is no match against a seminary-trained preacher.
Evangelical colleges often promote ignorance. By not teaching students all sides of an issue, they continue to indoctrinate and condition them. Students with different beliefs are marginalized or kicked out. Doctrinal purity is essential. Instead of teaching students how to think, they are taught what to think. I attended Midwestern Baptist College in Pontiac, Michigan. Senior men were ordained by nearby Emmanuel Baptist Church. Ordination prospects were required to affirm certain doctrinal beliefs. If a student was unable to do so out of differences of belief, they were not ordained. Remember, the grand objective is to reinforce beliefs.
This system turns out grievously ignorant preachers. Education is the cure for this ignorance, but non-Evangelical colleges are routinely criticized and demonized, so preachers rarely attend such schools. I am not suggesting that there’s no value in a Bible college education, but I am saying, for a preacher, it is not enough. Preachers need multiple years of training in Hebrew and Greek, along with exposure to as wide a spectrum of theology as possible.
Many Evangelical churches believe calling is all that matters. Lots of Evangelical churches are pastored by men without any formal training. No need, the thinking goes. All a God-called, Holy Spirit-filled man needs is a Bible. This leads to sorely ignorant preachers and church members.
Let me be clear, some Evangelical preachers value education. Some of them have legitimate, accredited degrees. However, just because a preacher says he has a master’s or doctorate doesn’t mean he has a quality, comprehensive education. Diploma mills are common. Many Evangelical preachers sporting doctorates actually have degrees “earned” from mills or mail-order schools. There’s no comparison between a doctorate from Harvard Divinity School and Pensacola Christian College. (Please see IFB Doctorates: Doctor, Doctor, Doctor, Everyone’s a Doctor.)
Did you attend an Evangelical Bible college? Please share your thoughts in the comment section.
Bruce Gerencser, 67, lives in rural Northwest Ohio with his wife of 46 years. He and his wife have six grown children and sixteen grandchildren. Bruce pastored Evangelical churches for twenty-five years in Ohio, Texas, and Michigan. Bruce left the ministry in 2005, and in 2008 he left Christianity. Bruce is now a humanist and an atheist.
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